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Laying in bed alone again. Minds on all sorts of things. Kids, fiance, money, the things I hate about myself, life and death, the past and things I have I regret and SK much more. And those I can branch out I to a few different things. It never stops. I need sleep. My daughter will probably be late for school again because of me. My baby will probably cry to wake me up and I will sleep through it. What kind of mom does that? My 9 year old often makes meals because stupid mom is sometimes so tired or lost in thought or depressed to do it. I'm ashamed to be writing this now. I crave love. I do. I want to feel wanted and worth something.